Personality as Defined my Meili

I just finished my Personality Theory class at Salt Lake Community College. I don't know why but I kindy want to share my final. Nerdy, right...? I'm a huge nerd!

I presented my final in the form of a painting/photo slideshow, with an explanatory paper.
I guess I'm a tiny bit excited about art therapy.... :) Okay, I'm really excited to do more stuff like this.

Here is the video:

 

and here is part of the paper: (in case anyone actually has that kind of time on their hands to read someone's final paper)

To begin to understand personality I organized the traits perspective combined with biological, genetic, and inherited perspectives, where traits are inherent at birth and exist and play a crucial role throughout our lives as they interact with other theories at different stages. These traits also include dispositions and tendencies that each individual has. For example a person with a disposition to be pessimistic will tend to see the glass as half empty in various situations as they move throughout their life.
With our inherent traits we move into the psychosocial perspective, which includes Erickson’s developmental stages and attachment theory as well as our environment, interaction with the world, and the crises in our lives and how we internalize and interpret our experiences. We see the interplay between our traits and our experiences as we enter each new developmental stage of life. Each developmental stage also influences how we view our world and experiences and affects our behavior and ultimately our personality. Also introduced at this point is the learning perspective where we learn what is expected of us in society and find the balance between our nature and what is socially acceptable. In this stage, as a result of much gathered information throughout our lives, we develop scripts and schemas about ourselves. We use our experiences to create beliefs and more broadly define who we are or our perceived self image and also begin to compare our self image with our ideal self.
Lastly we take a look at self actualization and self determination.  As Maslow states we all have a desire to improve as people and achieve our ideal self, becoming a “fully functioning person.” As a part of self actualization we use the cognitive perspective and self-regulation. We utilize such tools as the hierarchical feedback system and negative feedback loop described within the self-regulation perspective, where we set goals to achieve our ideal self and reevaluate outcomes, making adjustments along the way.
I don’t mention psychoanalysis in any one group of perspectives because psychoanalysis is a constant factor that plays a role in our personality through all the other perspectives and is too complex to group into one category. However, psychoanalysis and the ongoing push and pull between id and ego is ever present in every stage and group of factors that contribute to personality as we learn to work towards self actualization and the ultimate balance between id and ego where two components work together. I felt that in painting my perspective it would be a perfect way to exemplify the ever present and ongoing yet sometimes intangible element of psychoanalysis throughout our entire exploration of personality. Creating the art served as a process of continuous exploration and discovery and similar to that of becoming conscious in psychoanalysis as well as symbolizes the complexity of the relationship between ego and id and the layering consciousness.
In painting my perspective I also wanted to explore personality theory as it relates to me, illustrating my own inherent traits, dispositions and tendencies, pinpointing my own schemas and scripts that I have patterned my self-image after. I wanted to illustrate my own desire to achieve my ideal self and the steps towards self actualization, while accepting that I still have the same dispositions and tendencies that I did as a child. In doing this I realized that part of self actualization is accepting what is and being in process of self actualizing, rather than self actualization as an end goal. We have moments of self actualization but we can keep progressing and learning because we are constantly moving through different stages and having different experiences.
Personality can be described as a combination of the three groups of theories, traits, psychosocial and self actualization, that work together and the process of moving in and out of focus as we see our personalities evolve. Although this seems to illustrate a process that our personality evolves as we grow, each of these groups influences our personality simultaneously. Each aspect of personality is in effect at different times and at the same time. Each group explained contributes to one’s personality in an individualized way, depending on inherent dispositions situations, context, perception, stage in life, and past and current experiences and determination to improve and grow as a person.






Portfolio

I am going to unabashedly brag, not because I think I am especially worthy of bragging or anything, but because I have been working my tush off for the last two weeks on grad school applications. And I'm a tiny bit proud of myself.

A part of the applications is an art portfolio. I decided this would be a good time to share some recent photos mingled with some of my art from recent art classes, and old photos from my photo program at the University of Utah, in the form of my portfolio.
(I mostly want to show off my recent photos but yer gettin' it all!)

I am in serious need of some TLC. I'm thinking sleep and.... I can't think of anything else... hahahah!
what does one do to relax these days? I'm taking suggestions.

So without further ado, I present my portfolio:














Maggie Mag Pie

Here are some more of my very, most, favorite photos of Maggie. I wanted to show so many more but it just seems like so long ago that I took these... It's like when you look back at your old school projects and are surprised by how little you knew....

But I still wanted to show a few of my favorites, because she so dang cute! And I wanted to show off the hat she is wearing, which I knitted.... with my very own two hands... heheheh

I love knitting baby hats! I knitted this one a few years ago and had no one to give it to because all of my friends were having boys. I was just waiting for someone to have a girl and how perfect it was that that someone got to be my very own little sister. I think it is perfect for Maggie. So far this is my favorite baby hat that I've knitted out of many. I'd like to make it again, if only I can figure out how I did it..... hahaha! The pattern was so hard follow and I started over what seemed like a million times.

And I do wish I would have gotten a picture if the top... it's the shape of a star. I'll have to dig through the old photos and see if I can find one...


University of Utah Quilt

This is my sister, Mychel
From our wildlife cruise in Alaska last year

These are her kids (minus the girl that is sitting like a boy. that one is mine), and here, and here
Eli and Hudson on the right

And this is her blog
The New Mexican Hulets

Mychel is a domestic goddess:
She is a great cook (she used to pretend to be Julia Child while she cooked)
She knits
She sews
She quilts like it's her job
She is a really good mom. she is loving, and playful with her kids and she is a great teacher to them.
She can clean like mad. (I've never been good at that)
Growing up, for some reason, her room always seemed so much cooler than mine. I could hang out on her bed forever (maybe it was the big fluffy bed with tons of pillows). That is how she keeps her house now. Welcoming and comfortable.
Also, she is a really awesome wife.

She's a natural. I've always admired that about her always find myself trying to emulate her domesticity. But I'm just a poser. :(

Oh back to my point, did I mention she quilts like it's her job? Well she does. She has more quilts than anyone I know.
Anyways, I've started a few quilts in my lifetime but my mom has always finished them because I either run out of steam or she gets sick of them laying around.
I am proud to say I have finally made a quilt and finished it!
IN YOUR FACE MYCHEL! Haha!
No. But really,  although she is in New Mexico right now, she has held my hand through it all. I would call her and my mom, who is visiting Mychel right now, with a million questions everyday. I pretty much learned how to sew a quilt over the phone. So I'm pretty proud of it. In fact, I am so in love with this quilt that I thought about keeping it for myself. (It was a birthday gift)

Thanks Mychel and Mom!

University of Utah blanket